The End of 2010

2010 proved to be a very interesting one for me. Ups, downs, and some in between. Of course, the biggest story in my 2010 would have to be the move to the new house. This time last year, it had not even been discussed yet. But it has proven to be a very good thing for our family and we are very happy here. The kids have settled in very well. Making friends, getting invites to birthday parties, doing well in school. Keith's business has really taken off, I'm so proud of him. But with great success, comes lots of long days. Although I don't complain, that would be my only complaint.
As for me, I seem to be at an interesting point. Kids are not as needy of my attention and time these days. So I am left with countless hours of..."what do I do now?" moments. People seem to have a variety of ideas of what I could/should do with my time...crafts, cleaning, working out, naps, reading... but none of these suggestions seem to really jump out and grab me. I'm thinking of doing an inner self inventory now that 2011 is sneaking up on me. Yes there is the usual goal of loosing some weight. I'm sure I've said that for the past 4-5 New Years. This time though, I'm thinking it might be different. I continue to see interviews on different tv shows (yes I know - not where I should be searching when lost) where I keep hearing people (mostly women) saying that women need to take care of themselves...that if they are not at their best, who will take care of of those that we do? It has been a very long time since I made me a priority. Even when the children are at school and I am alone, I'm never doing anything that is for me or benefits me. I have a huge problem with self guilt...but yet, when I think it over, I really have nothing to be guilty about. The house is clean. The meals are made. Their needs are all met. So, what is so wrong with giving myself some attention when they are off doing their thing? What is it that makes me feel that I'm not deserving of just something that I want to do? It is very easy to get lost in all of that. Sometimes I cant even answer a question when I'm asked 'what would YOU like to eat?' or 'what movie would YOU like to watch?'....it's not like those questions are hard, but when you haven't really thought about what YOU want in such a long time, the answer is hard. "I don't know" or "I don't care" seem to be frequent answers from me. Or, which is probably the worst thing, is that I don't take that opportunity and actually answer with what I want....I just go along with whatever the other person wants to do/watch because it's easier to just tag along than it is to actually ponder on what I want.
I think I may actually be afraid of being alone....not like terrified that something terrible is going to happen or hiding under the bed every afternoon while the children are at school. But when I am alone, really there are a thousand things that I could do. But for the most part, I am watching tv or just anything that is mindless and just gets me through the time that I am alone. What a waste! I think of the places I could go...not shopping and spending money every day but just go and see and walk around...go outside in my own property....sit in the quiet house and read or write or something.. but I CHOOSE none of that. I think it's time for some changes.
I have a wonderful husband, fabulous children, a gorgeous home and I need to find me. The me that I and the people around me deserve. Big goal...probably. But one that is well worth it.
Have a happy & healthy 2011!

1 Week.........

One week from now, the house will be full of noise, opened gifts, paper & boxes scattered everywhere...and I wouldn't have it any other way. It's amazing how much a person can get done in a week. Last week at this time, I had no christmas shopping done...now it's all done, just the wrapping left. Which is the fun part for me as I'm completely neurotic about it. Several different wrapping paper choices, coordinating bows and ribbons...beautiful tags.... it's all about the packaging for me.
Kids are now out of school for the break. A collective sigh of relief was taken when they got home yesterday. We love the breaks....no getting up early, bed times are tossed out the window, and snuggled up in the house is always good.
While I was out one day this week getting the last of my shopping done, I was asked by a cashier in a store how many children I had.... so when I told her of the 8, the other cashier working with the lady helping me, made a comment about how 'crazy & expensive' that must be. I began to say to her that it is both of those at times but that Keith and I cant imagine it any other way. Then the lady helping me, with a lump in her throat said, "Oh how lucky you are". I could tell that she must have a story of great sadness for her to get so choked up just by hearing about my big family....but as it was not the time for her to bare her soul, I simply replied, "yes I am". She smiled and wished me a Merry Christmas and I wished her one as well. Now 2 days have passed since this happened, and I'm still thinking about her and what she said. It's definitely helped me to remember that despite all the noise, chaos & moments of frustration....I truly am lucky and I'm definitely clinging to it all, because as life goes on, at some point the noise will quiet and the chaos will calm....and rest assured, I will miss it all.

Oh the Joy.......

How does one effectively get Christmas shopping done when you have 8 children? There are spreadsheets involved, several trips out and (now that we have them ranging in age from 15 - 4) multiple locations. Oh the days where I could just go to Walmart and shop for all of them...those days are long gone. I normally try and get it done fairly early, however at this moment, I'm probably 3/4 done - none of it wrapped. It's been a bit easier this year as in past years the shopping was a covert operation of me sneaking out 3-4 nights after K got home to be with the kids. I was not a fan of the night time shopping as that is when a million other people are out shopping. However, as I was in the mall yesterday afternoon, it was quiet, there was lots of great parking and no lines. Yay me!
So, as most of the small kids gifts came from the large 'one stop shop' locations...the teenagers gifts required me going to the malls. I dont do malls very often - so it was an experience...but at the end of the day, very productive & actually a little fun. Knowing that we were able to find the gifts that they asked for and even a few that they didn't but they will LOVE will make it all worth it.
I'm definitely more of a giver than a receiver. I send Christmas cards to everyone I know & have an address for. I give gifts to all the teachers, bus driver and anyone else who is involved in the raising & educating of my children. And the more I shop & wrap....the happier I get. I guess that is one of the places that I find my Christmas spirit. Where do you find yours?

Well Here's Something New.....

Interestingly enough, I'm not overly upset of Zachary's diagnosis today. In October, I took him to our family doctor as something was 'off' with Mr. Z. Now that we have the Epilepsy is under control...and there hasn't been a change in med's for a year...so we couldn't blame that - but something was definitely up with Mr Z. I took the list of things that I starting noticing with Zachary and also things that were happening at school and went to the doctor. Her conclusion was either Autism and/or ADD. He had a few that fit both conditions, so off to a specialist we went. Which is where we were this morning.
After an hour long appointment of the doctor asking me a few questions and then asking Zachary many questions and watching him perform certain tasks, Autism was ruled out. A huge sigh of relief. However, ADHD he does have. Not certain that ADHD is going to be any easier, but in my mind, it is.
Obviously, after taking my HUGE sigh of relief, my next question was "now what?". Basically, because he's not a 'severe' case and kindergarten is considered early for an ADHD diagnosis as it's hard to distinguish between regular 5 year old boy 'rowdy' behavior and the signs/symptoms of ADHD. So, for now I need to educate myself. The doctor provided some great books, websites and there are even some support groups in Calgary - I'm thinking of checking them out. I and Zachary's teacher have both been given some homework....completing a survey/report about Zachary to better determine how the ADHD is impacting his life, both at home and at school. Then, basically we wait and see. If things get worse....we contact the doctor. If not, I take my newly found education and basically work with Zachary. Then, we'll revisit next year just for a follow up.
It's never a good thing when there is something wrong with your child, no matter the severity. That being said, I'm glad that autism is off the table. ADHD here we come!

I'm Sorry Did My Back Hurt Your Knife?

I wonder if it makes me weak for continuing to let people (the same people) stab me in the back or if it just makes them very mean.

Clearly you want me to know, or you wouldn't post things on a public website.

It would be so easy for you to just do what you do and I would never know. So, by you wanting me to know, that makes you even worse.

I'm so glad that I'm not mean. I wonder how you sleep at night? The fakeness...the two faced way you live your lives. Sad.

I'm keeping my power. I'm done with caring. Hope you'll be happy.

I'm grateful for a strong husband that holds me up when others try and knock me down....and that he's able to yank that knife out of my back that those same people continue to stab me with.

I wont let it happen again. Shame on me for letting it happen as often as it has.

O Christmas Tree

O Christmas Tree....O Christmas Tree..... ok, here's the story! When we moved out of the old house, our old tree smelled like cat pee....YUCKY! So, a new tree was needed. My husband is a very organized shopper - so around the 3rd week in November (knowing that I was going to get the Christmas decorating itch), a new 9 1/2' tree arrived in my home. I opened up the totes of christmas decorations, only to realize that I was quite bored with the decorations. Most of them Keith had had before I came along and quite a few had gotten broke so we had this dis-organized pile of Christmas stuff...this will not do for me on my new tree in my new house ( I know I know). So I got rid of all the 'crap' (yes it's a Christmas season word) and kept only the things that the kids had made or that people had made and given to us. Needless to say, the 9 1/2' tree looked a little naked.
So, finally today, I got my act together and went to Walmart and bought brand new decorations. It's all color themed and has to match (yes, again, I know). Got it home.....oh wait, back up....the decorations from previous years that we kept, I let the kids put on the tree last week...so now I come home today with new decorations and should have just put them up...oh no! I undecorated the 'creative' decorating job my children had done and re-did the whole tree. Good grief! Yes, I know I have my issues, but my tree looks pretty damn good!

" I Dont Want to See Santa!"

As the holiday season is approaching and the house is now decorated, the kids have made their Christmas lists and my two youngest daughters have asked when we get to make the trip to the mall to see Santa. This is always something that we love doing...the last couple of years, it's only been the youngest 3 children that have wanted to go see the big guy...I to remember when I got 'too old' to see Santa.

So, shortly after this conversation about our impending visit to Santa, Zachary comes to me and says, "Mom, I don't want to see Santa!". I don't know why, but I swear I heard a piece of my heart break. He is only 5...with my other kids, this didn't happen until they were around 9 - 10....but 5!!

I asked him why...the response being, "I'll just mail him my list". Logical...but still hard for me to hear. He's never had a problem seeing Santa before. But since last Christmas, Autism has entered his life...maybe that has something to do with it?

I know that I cannot force him to go. I'm holding out hope that he'll change his mind when the day gets closer and the little girls are all excited. Here's hoping!

Wonderful Weekend

What a great weekend! Normally that's hard to say about an entire weekend, but this one was just that. Friday afternoon I dashed out to Chestermere to pick up Emilie's bff as she was coming to spend the weekend for E's birthday. They hadnt seen each other since we moved so it was quite the reunion. Then off to Langdon to pick up S & N...as it was also their weekend with us as well. Friday night was spent watching movies with the kids and just relaxing. Saturday the weather was gorgeous, so as the kids were playing out in the snow with the dogs, K & I hung the outside christmas lights..it was actually some pretty awesome family time. That evening we headed out to the movies.... older kids wanted to see the new Harry Potter...but when we got there, it was sold out - every show for the whole night. So the 4 older ones went and saw 'Due Date' and K & I took the rest to see "Tangled'... it was awesome!! So glad we went and it was nice to just be together. K has been working so much lately...which I appreciate, but it was nice to really have some time together.
Sunday was started with a big family breakfast. Then I headed out to return E's bff and S & N to their respective locations, pick up a few groceries...while K stayed home with the rest of the kids, tidying up the house and making chili for our Grey Cup get together with friends. Grey Cup game was awesome! Montreal did not let me down as they were who I picked to win against my darling hubby! Had some great friends over and it was a good time.
Now today is a professional day at school...so we had a sleep in, doing some cleaning up and helping my two kindergarteners build their projects for school. Love love love days with my kids!
I'm anxious to get my christmas shopping done. The decorating is done, the lists are made...just need to get the shopping done =)

Still Frozen......

Okee dokee.....so for the past week (exactly 1 week today) our world as looked like the picture above. I'm all for the snow and the chill in the air...but today (without the wind chill) it is -32. I heard on the news this morning as I drove the kids up the hill to the bus stop, that Calgary is 2nd coldest place on the PLANET today! I guess that sort of says it all. Good news, it gets better after today...well and it gives me an excuse to come straight home after taking the little kids to kindergarten...hmmm take a nap or snuggle on the couch and watch tv.... choices choices.

I'm one step closer to being ready to do my Christmas shopping. I have the lists almost completely done and now it's just a matter of going out and getting it done. Which usually would take 1 or 2 nights out doing shopping. However, with my new found freedom of having my afternoons to myself, I guess I wont have to do it a night. Much better to do it in the light of day.

I've finally decided what I'm going to make for the home made gifts this year....the gift exchange between us siblings is always something you have to make...I have a pretty good idea for this year =)

Next on my Christmas prep to do list is what to do Christmas Eve. In past years (almost every year since Keith and I have been together), we've hosted the big family get together. However, this year that is not happening. Thanksgiving was the big get together and on Dec 27th we'll have the big Sillito family get together that my parents do.... so Christmas Eve it will just be Keith, the kids and myself. I'm actually kind of looking forward to it. To start are own traditions and have our awesome little (I use that term lightly) family....should be really special.

It's E's birthday on Thursday....she'll be 10 years old! I am sort of freaking out...those 10 years have gone by so quickly. Her BFF from Chestermere is coming to spend the weekend so she is really excited!! Should be fun.

Well, guess that's it. Here's hoping it's warmer when I write next =)

Making Lemonade.....

Since Monday night we have been in a winter storm. And as you saw in my last post, I'm seeing a lot of Facebook status updates and Tweets of people complaining about the weather. So, my posts have been positive, not joining the long list of people complaining about something you cannot stop, change or reverse. Because you know Mother Nature is sitting there thinking "you know, if I can 1000 Calgarians to bitch about the weather, I'll send a chinook their direction"....doubtful. I've been posting Christmas must videos on my FB page...making positive comments about the snow and how pretty it is. Some have agreed. Others are just hell bent on sitting in the negative. Have fun with that.

Morgan came home yesterday with a bit of the flu. This morning, still a bit left over so I kept her home. But by mid-morning, she was perfectly ok. Could I have taken her to school at noon when I dropped off the small kids for kindergarten? Yes. But, she seem to be needing some one on one mom time....which, lets face it, is a rare thing here with you have a tribe of siblings to share one mommy with. So, once we took the small 2 to kindergarten, Morgan and I came home, I made her some hot chocolate and we put up christmas decorations. I'm sure she could have gone to school, but I have to admit, it was sort of nice to have some time with her. But, we cant really make a habit of it, so tomorrow, back to school she goes.

As mentioned in the previous paragraph, we put up some christmas decorations. We had to buy a new tree as when we were moving out of the Chestermere house, we pulled the old tree (I use the term old loosely as we'd only had it 3 years) out from where it was stored in the furnace room, and it stunk of cat pee! Yuk! Doesnt actually ooze "peace on earth".... so out it went. So the other night my fabulous hubby came home with a gorgeous, 9 ft tree (pre-lit of course) and it's gorgeous. But with a new tree in a new house....there must be new decorations - or at least if you are as neurotic as me. So the tree is up and lit...decorations to come! Other decorations out and about but when you have a house that is twice the size of were we use to be....must go shopping! So, I've been spending (wasting) countless hours looking online for tree decorating ideas. Traditional? Funky? Modern? Stay tuned for the decision.

Found out that there are new people now living in our old house. Not sure why, but this sort of bothered me. Kinda makes me want to do a drive by and check them out. But, in a -23 blizzard....well, guess I dont care that much.

I really need to get my christmas shopping done. I basically have all the lists done. From Emilie on down...it is easy peasy! But those older ones...yikes! 15 year old boys....what exactly do they want? So, I told the older ones that they have until the end of this weekend to get me a list of a few suggestions. Hopefully that will at least give me a starting point.

So....while everyone else is complaining about the nasty snow....I'm making lemonade....or at least I hope that's what the yellow snow was....

Here's the Latest....

We awoke this morning to this:



Does it make for great driving conditions? No. Does it slow down your travel time? Yes. But I must say, a few things really amaze me when we get our first big snow dump of the year:

1. Why do people bitch about it? Unless this is your first winter in Calgary (and even then, you should have done your research) you should know that we can go from brown (or even green) and plus double digit temperatures...to waking up the next morning to a slippery, cold, winter wonderland. It's always going to happen. It happens every year. Stop bitching about it.

2. Mothers at the school with their kid in runners, a spring jacket, no hat and no mitts saying "I wasn't expecting the weather to change" or "It came out of nowhere". Ok....it's mid-November in Calgary...they've been telling us on the news for a few days that we were going to get a dumping of snow....have your stuff ready!!

3. Drivers just shock me. We've been hearing in the news for 3-4 days that today was the day for a huge dumping of snow. Headlines on the morning are reading "Slow Down" "Give Yourself More Time'.... and yet on my way to take my little kids to kindergarten this morning, there are idiots barreling down the highway as if it's July long weekend! Idiots!

Well that's my rant on the weather. I figure it's winter, it's going to happen....it's gonna be here for a bit....so put on the christmas songs and zip it!

Catch Up

It's been a while...yes I know. But you know...new house...work...kids..

House is still amazing. We hosted thanksgiving sort of a way to kill a few birds with the same stone. My parents had just got back from their month long trip in the USA, we had the new house we wanted all the family to see....so there ya go - thanksgiving at the Young's.

I was a single mom for Halloween. Keith was out of town on business in sunny C.A. and so that left me + 6 kids on our own to do costume sorting out, pumpkin carving and trick or treating. But, because I'm me, it all went extremely smooth and the kids had a great time. Here are some pics:












One thing I've learned since being at the new place, there is more wildlife around that we might actually know about. Since moving out here in mid-September, we've lost 3 cats (still have the one we brought with us, the three that have gone missing were ones that I found for free online once we were here) and 2 dogs....Diego & Bella. With Diego, I'm fairly certain that a large bird swooped him up as he went missing in the mid afternoon....highly unlikely that it was a coyote. With Bella...she went charging after some deer last week very early in the morning when it was still dark...so god knows what happened to her. So, the lesson learned is that only big dogs for us. We still have Muffin (who's now 7)...and Keith rescued a 5 year old Border Collie named Cleo just before Thanksgiving...and as of a few days ago, we are the owners of a 9 week old German Shepherd/Lab cross puppy named Zoey. So with their size and us keeping a watchful eye...hopefully no one else goes missing.

I've gone back into the travel biz. I shut it down a few months ago...a few different reasons. But with the move over, kids all in school and Keith working so much - it was time to get back into it. I changed a few things and emailed some previous clients and the bookings are already coming in. I've missed it and I think that it's really going to turn into something amazing this time. Way more time to put into it and the drive...which is key when running your own business.

Well time to get back to it. Have a great day!

Feels Like Home

How have we survived the past week in our new house you might ask? One word sums it up...PERFECT! This feels like where we've always been meant to be. The last few nights in our old house, I was really stressed out. I would lay awake and wonder "what if we get in the new house and we hate it?"...."what if no one sleeps for the first few nights because its new?"....

From the very first night it has been better than I had ever hoped for. Kids have settled in and I'm pleasantly shocked at how well they've adjusted. They are getting involved at their schools, making friends and doing really well in their classes. Bed times are very organized and we seem to be slipping into a great schedule with kids and bus times and the new arrangement of chores as we've had to adapt our chores to our surroundings. For instance, at the old house, one of Cole's chores was cleaning up the 'dog mess' in the backyard. Clearly here, not so much a problem as it's hard to find tiny amounts of dog poop on 2 acres of land ;) So, Cole had to be designated to a new task. But so far they are still so excited about moving into the new house, that chores are done willingly....doubt that will last long.

As for me, I'm doing better than I thought I would be. Not only am I on my own every afternoon....but in a new house that isn't close to anyone...and a community where I know no one... I was kind of worried about me. But I'm so relaxed here - this has been a good move for me. Not sure if it's just the fact that all the move stress is over...or if it's the quiet country life; but whatever it is it's working.

Home Sweet Home

We finally made it. Tuesday at noon I arrived at our new house....3 hours later the first U-Haul load was unloaded and the unpacking began. By the end of the first night, I was still looking around wondering if I really was getting to live here. When I had seen the house previously, it had been full of the previous occupants crap. Messy...untidy....but it was still gorgeous. But when I walked in on Tuesday and it was empty, I fell deeper in love. They had actually cleaned it up better than I thought...I expected to spend the first 3 days just cleaning...but as it worked out, it only took a few hours. First night, Keith, I and kids were sleeping on mattresses.....but I was so happy to be in the house, it did not matter. By day 2, all of the stuff was moved from the Chestermere house. I got the entire kitchen unpacked...so much room that I think I even have 2-3 empty cupboards..hmmmm to leave empty or shop??

Today was awesome! Kids started on the school bus. So the only time I have to go to the school is at noon to drop Zachary & Brooklyn off for kindergarten. It was very interesting this afternoon to be home from dropping off the 2 little kids and had 3 hours on my own. Got a lot of unpacking done, laundry, organizing...and then waited on my gorgeous deck watching the children come down the driveway from the bus. They came running into the house with their big stories of all the fun & excitement of the day. A very good day!

Keith has not worked a lot the last 2 days with the move going on. So now, he is working at the Calgary Home Show this weekend....which means tonight - Sunday...not home until close to 10pm. So, the kids and I have a mission of cleaning all day Saturday at the Chestermere house. Needs to be done, and most definitely will be easier with all the furniture out of the way. It will be nice to have that last cleaning done and then we'll just be here.

I took a few minutes off from unpacking & cleaning yesterday afternoon while I was on my own here. Took a walk around the property and even discovered that we have an apple tree. Picked a couple, washed them and shared with the kids when they got home from school. They were very excited. I would love to have more fruit trees & a garden...but my fear is that all the wild life would just eat it. I'm hoping to try anyway. During this whole move the weather has been cloudy & rainy. Next week it's suppose to be cool but at least dry and sunny, so I'm hoping to get out in they yard and pull some weeds and do some raking.

So now with Keith out tonight until close to 10pm and the kids back on a good bed time schedule, I'm thinking it might be a good night to try out my big jet tub =)

I'm going to take some pictures around the property....stay tuned!

The Last One......

This is the last blog post that will be written from our Chestermere house. Today is moving day!!!! Moving truck will be here in about 5 hours & for the most part, we're ready to go. Our 16' sea-can pod was moved out to the new house on Thursday. Since then we've been emptying rooms, cleaning and loading furniture into the garage and the main level to try and have the truck loading go as smoothly and organized as possible. After all my complaining and stressing...I think having more time on this end definitely was helpful as the packing process was very organized as we didn't have to pack in a rush. And, of course, if the packing process was organized....that makes for an organized un-packing. Keith didn't have to go to the lake this past weekend - so we got a lot done. 3-4 loads to the dump...furniture moved...and also put some unwanted furniture out on the lawn for free...it was all gone within an hour. That in itself was probably 2 dump loads - so glad that someone could use it.

Now the moving truck is coming this afternoon & I'm hoping to be headed to the new house soon to start cleaning and getting ready to move stuff in. I feel surprisingly calm....which is probably a good thing. As the house got more and more empty yesterday...memories started to flood in. Keith and I got married in this house. Babies were brought home here...had first steps here...lots of good memories. But the thought of a new place, new memories....makes for a very exciting time.

So now this is the end of this chapter. We've loved this house....we've loved this town....now onto the next chapter....

On A Positive Note.....

After I threw my huge fit last week (although truly justified), I remember that during that meeting at the new house, while the guy who currently lives there was busy being condescending and rude....I was noticing things in the house that I hadn't before. I began imagining things like cooking dinner in that gorgeous kitchen or sitting in the yard watching the kids play -- as I thought about this over the past couple of days, I realized that my patience will pay off as this will be worth it.
After the first week of having the children in their new schools and doing some trips back and forth from our new location and seeing the inside of the house again...it does feel like home out there. Even as I stood out in "our" cul de sac (I can says ours because we are the only house in it) after the meeting, pacing back and forth while talking (ok yelling) on my cell phone to Keith giving him the information....it's so peaceful out there....quiet....relaxing. The kids love it out there. As soon as they got out of the truck, they just ran...the extra space will be a huge perk!
When I left that meeting and was told we wouldn't be moving in until the 15th, it felt like forever. But this morning I realize it is only 9 days away - I think I can handle that.
Keith's been gone to BC again this weekend. Knock on wood it's the last weekend he'll have to go, but who knows. It was sort of good to have him gone. This move is putting a great deal of stress on me and it was nice to have some time to be in a bad mood if needed without having to constantly be/act happy. A few days, some clarity found..should be a better week.
Big Brother is coming to and end - oddly enough on Sept 15th (moving day)..I wont have Shaw hooked up at the new house until the 16th, so I'll probably be watching it on a laptop, but who cares. With the end of BB comes a little sadness as it is my favorite show and with it only airing during the summer, it's another 9 months until it returns...but also comes the excitement of all the new shows starting and favorites returning....finally repeat hell is over.
Plus, the kids and I realized this weekend that Halloween is next month. Halloween for us is like pre christmas.....we LOVE Halloween! Not quite sure what trick or treating will look like this year as we're out in the middle of no where. Probably drive across the highway to one of the edge of Calgary communities and take the kids out. Might need more Halloween decorations with more space to decorate =)

From Your Lips to Gods Ears.....

Well after the hissy fit I threw the other day (it was pretty impressive), it was decided that yes, indeed, it was time to make a decision regarding the date of this move. So this morning was that time...me (with 2 kids in tow - of course), the house builder, the house owner & the current tenant (all men). Usually I prefer to deal with men....yes, I have great girlfriends, but in the workplace or other situations - me and men get along very well...women are too meow! Until today....the current tenant is a gigantic ass! He was completely annoyed that I was there - even more so that I'd brought children with me. Terms such as "we can discuss details later after she's gone"... or "I'd appreciate discussing that after she's left"....you can kiss it buddy!
Not sure if he was pissed that I was there....or because until I threw my fit the other day, all these men were just happy to coast along waiting for the tenant to dictate what was going to happen...like he had all the power. Well my rant and threat to pull the plug on the whole thing put a damper on that. Amazing what sort of attention you get when you use a phrase like "I've been happy in this house for 8 years and I'll be happy here for 8 more". All of a sudden, magically, there was a meeting scheduled with everyone and that was that. So after leaving it in the hands of them men for 3 months...I got more decided in 2 days then they did in those 3 months - YOU"RE ALL WELCOME!
So....the 15th is it. I would have preferred to deal with this over the upcoming long weekend...but I guess 13 days wont kill me.

Grrrrrr STILL HERE!

Well...as the title of this entry might suggested....I'm very pissed off right now! Since we first discussed/decided on moving..I've now heard 5 different possession/move in dates - ALL of those have come and gone.
Yesterday it took me finally telling the all other parties that my patience has ran out and that should we not have keys in our hand by Monday, that I think we should pull out of the deal and just stay where we are. (I know...ballsy)
A few hours pass.....the reply to my rant is that it looks like we're all a go for September 14th....yes, that's right....2 more weeks! WTF???? NOT a happy girl!!
But apparently I'm the only one who is not happy by this. Which, interestingly enough, I'm also the only one that this is a huge pain in the ass for.
So...kids have started in their new schools.... in Bearspaw & Cochrane...which is a 1 hour drive from the Chestermere house. So they have a hired car & driver that is taking them to and from school. What will happen come Tuesday when my two youngest monsters start kindergarten - who the hell knows!
So.....I'm still here and I've gone on strike. I'm not packing, loading, cleaning or anything else until I have the keys in my hand to an empty house. I've already done so much, that to now find out that we have two more weeks of living out of boxes, suitcases and eating on 'dishes' that are only suitable for a picnic. So when the other house is empty and all of a sudden there is a huge rush to get out of here in a big hurry....I think I'll just take my sweet time. See how all the rest of them like having to wait on me for a while.

Still Here.....

Ok....so it's 3:37pm on Saturday August 28th....and we're still in our Chestermere house. Trying not to panic as all the people with the control on this situation are telling me and confirming that we will be in our new house before school starts....even though that is in 3 days...so I continue to clean, pack and organize as to not drive myself crazy with the waiting.

Went to the kids new schools on Thursday. Cole, Emilie, Morgan, Zachary & Brooklyn are attending Bearspaw School. It's a K-8 that although, is not far from our new house, the kids get bused. So the 3 full day kids get bused to and from and Zachary & Brooklyn are in afternoon kindergarten so I drive them at noon and then catch the bus home at the end of the day with the older kids. Very nice for me! Way better than the craziness of this past school year...different kids, different schools, different drop off and pick ups....yikes! Glad that's over!!
Cody will be attending Cochrane High....and obviously getting bused. Both schools look amazing and I'm quite impressed with them so far. Hopefully this upcoming week will go smoothly of all the kids starting school.
On top of packing, cleaning, organizing....Keith is still having to work out in BC every weekend...which makes things 'interesting'.
So now we wait....we are as packed as we can get without moving the furniture out into the yard. Just need a set of house keys and to call the moving truck.....sounds easy doesn't it?

Taking A Break.......

With only a week (give or take a day) until moving day.....you'd think I'd be up to my eyeballs in boxes, bubble wrap & packing tape...but, I need a break so it's off for a couple days of camping we go!

Keith has to go back to BC to work again this weekend....so the kids and I are tagging along. Considering how much I still have to do here.....is it crazy to go away for a few days...meh! I need a break and if I stay here and just tell myself to take a day off, it wont happen. So, we're physically removing ourselves from the scene of all the work and going to play on the beach for a few days.

So the motorhome is packed....and it's pouring rain here at home. But where we're heading, it's calling for +30's all weekend! YA BABY!!

Gettin' Ready

Hard to believe that the move is only 15 days away.... part of me is impressed that I have as much done already as I do...other part of me is freaking out about how much is left to do....oh well, it will all get done.

There should be no more interruptions with the packing...no more visits, company, trips for K...so it should be full steam ahead.

So looking forward to T & C's wedding this weekend!!! I'm so proud of the two of them for standing by how they feel and what they want in life. They've been through so much and it will be an awesome day to see them finally get the happiness that they have had to fight so hard to get. Love you guys!

Well better get back to the cleaning & packing....I'll keep ya posted!

A quick catch up........

Well if you read my last post, you can imagine what my life is like right now! We have 20 days until we get possession of the new house....OMG! And with the sudden trips that keep happening for K (1 week in UK for family funeral & now the weekend in BC for work) and the revolving visits from my in laws.... I haven't got nearly as much done as I would have liked to and the time is passing quickly.

The couple of times that we've actually seen the house, we've only taken pic's on our iPhones.... but here here is a sneak peak....









So 20 days and that will be home.....so excited....but so much to do!!!

A lot to digest.....

We've had a lot going on...some bad & some good. Last week Keith's uncle passed away. He had been battling cancer and for the most part had a lived a great life...so it's a good thing that he's not in pain anymore. He will be missed, but at least he's not in pain anymore. They live in England, so Keith is leaving tomorrow night to head to the services that are on Friday. It will be nice for him to be there for his family & pay his last respects. I got to meet him when Keith and I went to the UK 2 years ago. His uncle was a very sweet guy that made me feel very welcome. We kept in touch after our trip...so I will miss him.

Now for the big news....drum roll please...... we are moving! Some people have known, but for the most part we were not telling people until it was a done deal...and that would be now. We were not looking to move - although it's been no secret that we have always wanted an acreage. So, this great deal fell into our laps a few months ago with a business associate of Keiths.... and since it wasn't anything that we were looking for, we felt we could be fairly picky on our conditions - the biggest of these being it must be a summer time possession date. And 2 days ago we were confirmed an August 20th possession date....my birthday =) The house is in Bearspaw....which is North West of Calgary....about 30 minutes from where we live now...so we can still be close to all the great friends we have here. Pretty excited to be closer to my girl T as well =)

It's a 4700 sq ft house on 2 acres.....yes! Exactly what we've always wanted!! So excited!! I'll keep you posted on the all the moving details.... but August 20th will be the big day! New house & happy 35th to me =)

Yet again.......

.....another great weekend!! Friday night was another night of a movie in with hubby & kids.....muchly needed as I didn't get to see much of the guy all week.

Saturday we divided and conquered.... K took the youngest 3 kids shopping to Toys R Us and then to Chuck E Cheese for some fun time with daddy. I took the other 5 to see Eclipse! It was AWESOME!!!!!! Laughed....cried....jumped....it was great! Stuck very close to the book....parts of the book that I hoped would be in the movie were....definitely not disappointing. Now the long wait to Breaking Dawn! Ugh! Then a bbq with hubby & kids...yum!
Sunday.....K had to go into work for a bit.....when he got back it was a trip to the park and then picked up McD's for dinner. All in all - a great day!

Today Cody left for a week long scout camp.... had to drop him off at the departure point....church in NE Calgary. Contrary to popular belief...yes I did remember where it was and I wasn't swallowed up in flames when I drove into their parking lot. So funny when you find out what some really think about you. Too bad I shut my 'give a damn' switch off a long time ago =)

Looking forward to the weather getting nice towards the end of the week.....a day trip to the lake with the kids might be in order. Need to get some house/yard work done but really dont feel like it.....after all, it is summer break....oh wait, that's just from school. Awe shucks!

Great Weekend.......

We had a great weekend....felt strange to have the kids have their last day of school today. Whoever planned the school district calendar, could have made it a Friday, but something possessed them to have it a Monday...so off they went today. Not a very important day..just watching movies, playing outside.....but still, they love school, they have great friends & amazing teachers.

Weekend was great!! Friday night just relaxed with a movie....not exciting to some but given that K and I rarely see each other with his crazy work load lately, it was nice to just plunk ourselves in front of the TV. Saturday was just a day doing stuff around the house...B had a birthday party to go to so she was gone for a bit...she had a blast. K and I went over to some friends house on Saturday night with some other friends....had way to much fun! We are blessed to have amazing friends - they love us for who we are...we cant say that about everyone in our lives.
Sunday we slept in, had a great breakfast and just spent the day together....perfect way to spend a sunny Sunday =)

No Drama For Me Please

....that's right, I am removing myself from the 'drama train' and would actually appreciate it if people tried and stirred it up with someone else. I'm not taking the bait. I could really care less. Complaining about being stressed all the time but trying to cause drama and wasting most of your time being a gossip...I'm sure anyone can see how that can be fixed. So, I'll not be participating in your drama.

Now on to happier things.....today is the 2nd last day of school. Woot Woot!! Very much looking forward to some sleeping in and lazy days in the sun with my kids, hubby and fabulous friends! Brooklyn finished playschool....which means that we are now a 'playschool free' household. It was a little teary for me....I've had kids in playschool there with those teachers for 3 years....so it was a little sad to say goodbye. But on to bigger and better things.

Zachary is going to do kindergarten again. With the rocky start he had from Sept - January in this year of kindergarten with his 'twitches' and getting his meds straight, I thought it sort of unfair to shove him into 1st grade just to have him struggle. So, he and Brooklyn will do the rest of their grades together....hopefully being able to keep them in separate classes.

Summer should be great......it will either be very relaxing - or we could have a big change coming that would make it a bit busy - but very exciting. Stay tuned!

It's Almost Time.......

Well finally we have some decent weather....although the weather lately is giving me whiplash. It was gorgeous last weekend, which ended up in us finally getting our backyard fence painted & the grass cut. Looks much better! Then we had a rainy week...but it cleared up again by Thursday...just in time for the boys to do their paper route on Thursday evening, Cole to go to his Cub camp all weekend and the rest of us to have a fabulous weekend in the yard. Yesterday the kids just played in the sprinkler...this morning, I "a.k.a. Super Mom", ran into town and bought a small pool...made their day! I've graduated from lobster red to firetruck red....which is always my intent as in a couple of days it will go a wonderful sun kissed golden brown =) But now, just like last week, we are back to rain tomorrow - which is great for the grass, trees, gardens blah blah - but I'd rather see the sun!

There are only 2 more weeks of school left. Normally this is when I start getting a little bit slower in the mornings, wanting to stay up later at night, wanting to just be done and looking forward to summer break. This year, due to some upcoming changes, it's going to be a crazy summer. Some people know of what I'm referring to ....the rest of you will know in good time. Nothing bad - dont panic. But...it's almost time!

Soundtrack of My Life - as requested T

My girl T tagged me for this one.... so here it is:


IF YOUR LIFE WAS A MOVIE, WHAT WOULD THE SOUNDTRACK BE?

1. Opening Credits: Our Song - Taylor Swift
2. Waking Up: There and Back Again - Daughtry
3. First Day at School: Making Memories of Us - Keith Urban
4. Falling in Love: Somewhere Only We Know - Keane (hit that one on the nose)
5. Losing Virginity: Yeah! - Usher (LOL)
6. Fight Song: Realize - Colbie Caillat
7. Breaking Up: I Run To You - Lady Antebellum
8. Prom: Holiday - Green Day
9. Life: Paradise City - Guns N' Roses
10. Mental Breakdown: Savin' Me - Nickleback
11. Driving: Love Lockdown - Kanye West
12. Flashback: Let It Rock - Kevin Rudolf & Lil Wayne
13. Getting Back Together: Undone - Dean Brody
14. Wedding Night : Sober - Pink (LOL)
15. Birth of Child: Fallin' For You - Colbie Caillat
16. Final Battle: Wasted - Carrie Underwood
17. Death Scene: Low - Flo Rida
18. Funeral Song: Crazy Bitch - Buckcherry (LOL!!!)

He's Coming Home.......

California has been a better place this week as it's had my hubby there....ok, cheesy....but true. I have girlfriends that also have hubbies that travel for work - so they get how that feels....as the girlfriends that have their hubbies with them all the time as 'what really changes when they're gone...you do everything regardless'. It is very different.
Yes, in our household, I am mostly responsible for the day to day kid chasing, housework, cooking, and so on... the kids have their chores which is very helpful - but it's not that sort of stuff that you feel the empty. (and NO....it's not all about the sex;)
In our house.... even though I do all that stuff whether K is here or not.... he is the one that takes care of me. Asks how my day was...just simply asks how I am. And just knowing that he's here (even if he's buried in work in the office)....makes me happy. Having him gone...is like missing a piece of me. I had to go through a lot of heartbreak and crap to find him (well he says he found me) and when we are apart...it is a noticeable loss.
There are very few people that I can be 100% myself around....he is the main one. He loves me for me...he doesn't care about my past, he see's the real me and he loves me unconditionally - which is getting harder and harder to find anywhere else.
We both respect each other and I'm sure that is also one of the main reasons why we can also work together so well. Sure, we have different opinions on stuff...but we dont fight, argue, scream...or any other dramatic crap.
So today he comes home - YAY! Kids are bouncing off the walls to see him....I'm trying to contain myself ;)

Long Weekend.......

Typically the long weekend in our neck of the woods is considered the go ahead for planing...I'm waiting. Emilie started a 'garden' at school and it came home last week in these small planters....6 in total. 3 flowering and 3 vegetable. I'm not sure of the likelihood that they will live, let alone actually produce anything, but we're going to give it our best. Thankfully I had two big planters (they look like small troughs) that I had no plans for yet this year, so we transplanted her projects into them on Saturday. I probably would have preferred they actually go into the ground, but given that I'm not sure how long the ground will be 'our ground'...I didn't want to commit to sticking them in the ground here. So now we wait...they are definitely growing in height, the sunflower we've already had to put supports around it as it was getting taller and starting to tip. One of her plants is a tomato plant. In a few weeks, when the hanging in the balance is over, then I'll decide what I'm planting this year. But for now, we nurse Emilie's little project hoping for the best.

Keith is gone to California for the week for a business training. Doesn'tseem to matter if he's gone for 1 night or 6.....I always miss him by the time I'm home from dropping him off at the airport. Guess that says something.

Upcoming weekend is dance recital weekend. Thankful that it's only Emilie in the recital as juggling her schedule with Keith out of town is interesting enough..let alone if Morgan and Brooklyn were still involved. Should be all good though! Will post pics after the weekend.

Friendship

I am very lucky to have had a life full of great friends. New friends, old friends...some friendships that I look back on and realize they were not real friends and others that I miss.

True friends do not care where you live, what you do for a living, how much money you have and do not judge. I'm all for being honest with your friends - but even though they may not be a fan of choices that I've made, they do not let that depict who I am.

True friendships last the test of time.....whether you move away or just lose touch....those ones that can pick up right where they left off...really never left off. I'm going through this one right now..and I didn't know how much I missed her until we got back in touch again. She is very strong and I have found strength in myself because of her. She's made me realize that I'm not a bad person for making the choices I've made and that I deserve to be happy, even if people around me cant deal with my choices of independence and free agency. She is amazing & I am truly blessed to have her in my life.... thanks Tiff!

One step closer......

Well....the changes that I have been speaking of for the past few entries and moving forward. The business related one is almost complete. The other....should be able to fully blog about next week. So stay tuned......

Now for a few bits of my mind....

1. Went to Strathmore last weekend to do grocery shopping as Emilie had a birthday party to attend to there, so I just did groceries there instead of making a trip into Calgary. Had 3 of my kids with me....to which there was no 'I want' or massive tantrums. I pride myself of having well behaved kids. However, there was one little darling in the store that you could hear screaming through the entire time we were in the store. First, if any of my kids ever pulled that crap, there would be a series of spankings handed out (all you non-spankers, stop rolling your eyes). Secondly, did it ever cross your mind to leave the store and come back when you had either calmed down the spawn of Satan or didn't have to bring it with you????? Liked the store...loved the prices....could have done with the screaming kid

2. why do the kids only track in sand right after you've mopped the floor? Sandbox is in the backyard everyday.....they play in it almost every day.....but only on the day I mop the floor does it seem to come in the house in mass quantity....

3. neighbors - good friends or just snoops? hmmmmmm........

4. politics... I don't give a crap....and having someone on your campaign call me during dinner time and want me to listen to your speech about your candidate and the do a survey....not a good idea. I'm busy people!

5. I've started screening my conversations with people.... before I answer 'what are you up to'... or.... 'are you busy'.... I find out what they want first. Along side that....don't keep your distance & exclude me from things and call me for a favor - so not going to happen! I'm past the doormat, please everyone stage of my life.

6. I've always been thankful for living in a free country.....freedom runs much more deep though. Freedom of speech, freedom of choice......I LOVE FREEDOM!

7. Zachary is my 'challenge' child....but one day after telling him off for something, he turns to me and says 'Mommy...you love me more than you think you do'.... too funny and very true.... Love you Zach!


Well that's it.....looking forward to a quite but productive weekend. A few family members short as Keith is out of town and so is Cody....but the rest of us will live it up. Stay tuned next week.......

You cannot make me change.......

I thought I was passed being shocked my people's behavior - but yet again, I'm shocked. If you went months without seeing someone....what is likely to be the first thing you said to them if you crossed paths or called them on the phone? Possibly, 'how are you'...or 'how is your family'....or even something as trivial as 'nice weather we're having'. But in true snobby/judgmental fashion that I am well aware of and have grown accustom to ..... it was 'Hi this is _______. Why haven't we seen you in church?' Seriously....clearly you don't know me well if that is really how you think it smart to start a conversation with me. So, with no holding back, I proceeded to tell this person why. I think by the time I was done, they got the point and are very unlikely to ask again. But most likely, got off the phone and either immediately called a few several people to spread the gossip or just waited and ran with it at their weekly gossip fest.
I'm not entirely sure why people put themselves in this situation though...they sort of ask for it I think. If you tell people (or in this situation an organization of people) that you are not going to attend, you want your family removed from all their contact/visit lists and that if & when we decide to return you'll know it when you see us there..... I'm not sure how you can get that wrong. Pretty blunt I thought which is how you have to address some people that just refuse to hear the truth.
And you would think after such a request, that it would be I who would feel awkward when running into people from this organization in the local grocery store or at the schools..... nope, not one bit. But they cant scurry away fast enough. I'm not sure how my not attending deems me as someone not worthy of getting a hello from them....but after you've outed yourself as the black sheep - people scatter. I actually prefer it that way. Don't pretend to be my friend and then go chatter to anyone that will listen about who you saw and did they hear that we 'fell away'.... don't bring church up in every conversation trying to guilt me into going....trust me, I do not feel guilty about living my own life and feeling that I'm truly who I am and living the life I have always wanted. Don't pretend to love me ..... I know that you love those that do what you want more. A-ha ..... I caught ya!

Ok - no more time wasted on that.

My weekend was fabulous! Saturday had a great day with the kids, running errands and just generally hanging out with kids and Keith.

Yesterday was Mother's Day. Keith and the kids made me a yummy breakfast...and then we just spent the day together. Had a great chat with my Grandma last night. She is the true example of unconditional love.

Now were headed into the week. Looks like a fairly quiet one which will be nice. Now that I went crazy and cleaned my house top to bottom last week....this week (and going forward) will be the task of keeping it that way. Has to be easier than the crazy cleaning of last week.

Keith had an interesting meeting on Saturday....still cant say anything but will be very interesting to see if it all falls into place. Stay tuned!

Cinderella

In my previous post, I had mentioned a few changes that are occurring around here. The one involving the business has happened - and now we are just figuring out what happens now with the various roles and responsibilities. Fun though as I get to be way more involved now and actually feel more like a partner than a helper.

The other change....still not giving details....brought on a lot of hard work for me this week. I have been de-cluttering and cleaning like a maniac! I'm not just talking dusting and vacuuming.... I'm talking hard core, dragging everything out of cupboards, closets, scrubbing floors, walls...blah blah blah! So after starting Monday morning.... and doing nothing but until late last night....for the most part I believe its almost done. A few small things left and I want to move the furniture in the living room ..... but definitely looking better and will allow us to proceed with our plan.

And to prove what I've been saying for ever.... I do believe I am allergic to cleaning as after this 3 day marathon....I woke up today with a cold....AHA! Unlikely that it will deem me off the hook for finishing or never having to do it again.

There was one perk to the cleaning palooza (besides the fact that the house is clean). I went through a few boxes of stuff I had from my growing up years. Found old school year books....that was scary! Found photos of friends & family...always good for a laugh. Then I stumbled across the box that is dedicated to things from or about my Grandma & Grandpa.....bawl fest! I have one of my grandpa's shirts & ball caps in there (both still have the hint of smoke smell - only good in this case) and the I found the birthday card & handwritten note from them that they gave to me on my 16th birthday! Although it was very sad.....it really did make my whole day. I'm so lucky to have been blessed to be their grand daughter!

So now there are just a few things left to do - and now nursing a cold....but it was worth it :)

Change is in the air......

There is something to be said for change.... I've actually heard that a change is as good as a rest...guess we'll find out.

Over the past few weeks, it seems that changes are being thrown at us left and right...and (knock on wood) are surprisingly, all good. No one hates a cliff hanger more than myself....but I cannot give to many details at this point...but as soon as I can, believe me, you'll hear it!

One aspect is employment related. We're doing some staff re-organization with the one company that we run from home....so that has the potential for some very exciting changes..but lots of hard work - to which Keith and I have no problem with. We work very well together - which I think is very unique for a husband and wife. Usually it's all couples can do to just stand each other when they have to be together...but to work & live together....I'm happy that Keith and I do it so well.

Another aspect is geography related. A fantastic deal has practically landed in our laps.....and when something like that comes along, you don't just walk away. It's still very early in the process...but, a for sure one way or the other isn't far off. I'm definitely hoping it's a go - but am happy to stay here too.

So....exciting things to say the least and I'm really excited on all parts of it. Some people fear change....not me - I say as long as we're happy and we know it is the right thing for us - bring it on :)

My love for shiny things.....

So normally when shiny things enter my life..... it is gorgeous jewelry from my husband who loves to spoil me. However, this time - it is a new truck! Well an SUV...a shiny black, pimped out, brand new Yukon! It's gorgeous.... and every time I drive it, I think I call more in love with it. So now we are a no mini van family.... finally! We are so not minivan people...and I don't think I should have to be punished in the vehicle department just because I have a million kids. It's gorgeous and I love it!

We're in the process of some home reno's.....also very exciting. Keith has moved into the office we built on the main level... thus opening up the upstairs office he was using and now will become a bedroom. So now ALL 6 kids will have their own rooms. Which is fabulous as I swear if I have to hear one more time 'her stuff is on my side' or 'I'm only cleaning my 1/2'.... I'm going to scream! So now... after this weekend everyone should be in their new accommodations...and I get a little bit closer to that thing called 'sanity' that I hear of.

All in all things are ticking right along. I'm not so good with the renos at times as I know it has to be chaotic before it gets better....and I just need to learn to relax a bit. But it is awesome...and if I need to get away - at least I have a gorgeous truck to run away in =)

ok ok....so it's been a while.....

Apparently more people spy on me than I thought... and after a few comments & remarks...back by popular demand....

1. Glad that winter is over.... the past few days have been filled with sun, blue sky & lots of outside time. Of course though, I still have something to complain about. When it's too cold for the herd of children I have to play outside....they drive me crazy some days..... but then the weather improves, I kick them out....and they bring back with them dirt, sand, rocks, and a multitude of other out door treats. That being said - I'll deal with the extra cleaning if it means my sanity is back.

2. I've determined that your life is only as stressful as you make it. Yes, I've posted something similar before - guess that means I either haven't fully learned it yet or it's just really important. Either way - RELAX!

3. If you want to know how I am and what's new with me..... text, email, or pick up the phone -- do not wait for me to contact you. I'm not a mind reader and have no clue if you are wondering how I'm doing.

4. My happiness vs. The happiness of others..... I'm so over it. I'm happy....my children are happy & healthy - that's all you need to know.

5. I'm trying to decide what to plant this year. Last spring I had all these great thoughts, ideas, plans..... but things sort of went egg shaped with kids and stuff so now this year I'm prepared to do it (back to that whole taking time for me thing). Definitely want lots of gorgeous flowers....but also thinking of trying my hand at some edibles. Stay tuned....

6. People that dont speak are usually lying. I consider not saying stuff as bad as lying. Just grow and set and tell the truth.... grow up!


That's my rant for today =) ahhhh blogging, very therapeutic.

Nothing else new or exciting - doing some house renos so that's interesting.... stay tuned on that as well.

A Great Day

Clearly it was known that the Olympic Torch would be coming through Calgary on it's way to Vancouver. However...for it to come & stop in our awesome little town, Chestermere, was an awesome experience today!

I remember when the '88 Olympics were here...I remember the school getting all hyped up and all the fun. So I was very excited to be able to experience that with my kids today. The older kids understood more about it.....the younger kids didn't really get it but still they thought it was some sort of magic. Brooklyn's biggest concern of the day was 'I hope no one blows it out Mom'.... me too sweetie!

I love the Olympics - winter more than summer. I find them very inspiring. I wasn't really 100% about going today as all the kids except Brooklyn were going with their schools and I was definitely waiting to see what the weather was going to do. January in Alberta....it could have been +10 or -40....thankfully, it was a sunny +3. I am so glad that I went. There were tons of people there and the sense of community & Canadian spirit was alive and well.

Three words sum it up for me..... hope, unity & freedom!

Some Real Truths

A very good friend of mine is a fantastic blogger...and once in a while she does a random list of things...which I've determined could be a great form of therapy. So...here we go.

1. Did you know that if you don't have dinner on the table right at 5pm the world will not come to a sudden halt? I've determined that my biggest stress in life is actually myself. Constantly trying to keep things on a schedule that started way before I had a family to schedule for.... dinner does not need to be at 5pm.

2. Kids & scary movies....I'd rather have my children watch them with Keith and/or I in our home - then secretly watching them at other peoples houses like I did. If you dont let them watch....they will, they'll just do it somewhere else. So we watch scary movies with our kids - we alert them to when they need to cover their eyes..and when it's safe to uncover....and they are turning out just fine.

3. If one of my children is having a birthday party and your child does not get an invitation....do not email me asking if your child is invited as you assumed that they rec'd an invitation and that your child just lost it. Seriously!

4. Children are to be seen and heard.....a household should be comfortable enough so that kids can tell you how they're feeling without walking on egg shells. If one of our kids thinks something is unfair or they have opinions on stuff....I'd rather they feel comfortable enough to tell us than 'pretend' that all is fine. The 'pretending' will go on for years.

5. Pop + kids = fine in our home

6. Family Day is every day in the Young household...no need to set aside a specific time for it. Some of the best things in life are unscheduled.

7. I think it's hilarious that we were practically being stalked by people who are all about the freedom to choose. We're not going...we might not ever go again....but you showing up at my doorstep, following me home from the local grocery store and calling my house and late hours of the night to try and talk to us....didn't help your cause. Enough said.

8. House renovations are fun....expensive but fun. And then we have to decide if we stay in the house that we've sculpted to exactly what we want or if we sell and move...which is something we've always wanted to do...decisions decisions.

9. Happiness is doing what makes you happy....not doing what makes others happy.

10. Definitely an awesome method of therapy.... will definitely be doing it more often....thanks T.

A Great Weekend!

What a great weekend! Saturday was just very relaxing. We had our construction guys doing work on the office doors for my office..... noisy but still so happy it's getting done! Brooklyn went to a friends birthday party which made her very happy and Keith took the rest of the kids to rent movies & get some groceries....so it was nice to have some time alone.
Saturday night we had friends over for cards.....we girls' lost to our husbands...but still a good time had by all.
Sunday morning we had no construction guys coming so it was sleep in day..... and so we did. LOVE the feeling of waking up, looking at the alarm clock and seeing that it's 10am.... what a perfect morning! As Keith took some of the kids to see the new Alvin & The Chipmunks movie last weekend while I did Brooklyns' b-day party.....today I took Morgan & Brooklyn to see 'The Princess & The Frog'.... a fantastic movie. A great story and the girls' loved it! True love conquers all once again =)

Baby turns 4

Last Sunday, Brooklyn turned 4 years old...... 4 YEARS OLD!! It does not seem like it has been 4 years.....wow! She entertains us constantly and Keith & I are convinced that she has already outsmarted the rest of her siblings.... I guess when you are the youngest of 9, you would not want to get lost in the shuffle.

As with the rest of our kids, Brooklyn has out grown the 'family' birthday parties.... now that she is in school, it was necessary to have a party with her friends. So Sunday afternoon we had Brooklyn, Morgan and 2 of Brooklyn's friends over to the house for a little party. Their were crafts, games, presents and of course, cake! She had a great birthday and it was only a little bit teary for me ;)


Next will be Zachary's birthday - on the 27th. He also wants to have a birthday party with some of his friends from school.... so probably just a couple hours of a few 5 year old boys....what could possibly go wrong there. It will be fun though!

Other things going on...... I had some home renovations start today. Since I started working with Keith from home...we tried to share the upstairs office but then we both got so busy that we were in each others way - plus I need to be closer to where the kids are to make sure that they are not destroying the house while I'm working. So I took over the main level room at the front of the house....blue prints class it as a dining room but we've never used it for one. I've been working in it for a few months now....but finally we decided that it needed to be closed in with doors (2 french doors to be exact)... so that is started today and should be done in a few days. I'm really excited and it will look super nice!

Not much else to report right now.... having this week back to normal with having to go back to waking up at 6:30am everyday, already has me looking forward to the teacher convention break that they get in February.... I'm blessed with kids that have learned the art of sleeping in :)

2010

Well.... 2010.....wow! We made it through Christmas....well barely. Kids got out of school and it was a wound up few days with hype & excitement....then Christmas Eve, big family dinner with everyone, visit from Santa, some carol singing....it was a great night.
Christmas morning we were up around 8 and the kids were all very happy with their gifts...which makes it worth it. The rest of christmas day was very relaxing and just spent hanging out with the kids and their new stuff.....boxing day brought on a nasty flu for me. Fever, aches, cough, sore throat....grrrrr! It pretty much lasted through until the morning of New Years eve....which was good as we had friends coming over for New Years Eve and I did not want to have to cancel our plans. I still have the crappy cough....but I think the worse is over.

2010 should hold some pretty interesting things for us..... possible a vacation home purchase....vehicle switching.....interesting changes for me in the fall when all the kids will be in school everyday.....an interesting year is ahead.......